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At Sea with the Beast

by Sword and Seed

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1.
I have a stone And you have been watching me Drag it up mountains And roll it into the sea And start back again As many times as I need I know it doesn't make sense It's just something about speed You have a small, tiny thing That you hold onto tight You say you found it in bed In the middle of the night And I haven't seen it yet But I know that it's real Cause darling I've been there before Or at least somewhere near Didn't you say From inside of a dream That the swiftest things Are the softest things I have a stone And it's armour to me So I can protect us both From our enemies And I call it our bread But I know that's a lie Fear is so hard to reason with Well you know that I've tried Didn't you say From inside of a dream That the swiftest things Are the softest things In that dream Did your bones become strong? Or did you cry, "Lord, Why does this take so long?" And did I help you see? Or did my stone crush your feet? Didn't he say (And he looked at me), "I think you still want To live gently" Didn't he say From up on the tree That the swiftest things Are the softest things
2.
Beast of burden Carry these bones home 'Cause I am tired and I don't know why And I tried to fit you through a needle's eye And I'm sorry Beast of beauty Who keeps not his gifts from fools I pushed you so hard that your muscles burned And you waited all that time in hopes I'd learn Strength is to sit still and wait and yearn And like you told me I bought that field last fall And I wanted fruit so bad but nothing would grow So I buried all my pearls in hopes that you'd know I am weak but I want you the most And I have a sword I could use Yet you say that I'll have to choose If I want to sow seeds or slay all my ghosts I am weak, but I want you the most
3.
Little Hand 03:40
Little hand Keep your hand on mine Just 'til this bus Finds its way To the end of the line Did you know I am just like you? Trying to decide Which things in this world Are safe to hold onto Give me my name I think that I'd believe If it's you telling me And let it not be My fate that I would hide When I'm seen by a child Little one You already know Fingers are made to touch And hands are made to hold
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At Sea 06:13
I am at sea with the beast And he is my portion, and I am his feast I think that he Has forgotten my name I sleep in the heart of the ship Comforting my flesh and my shame And my bones have been glued together By thoughtless words, and the changes in weather This light is cracking my skin It can’t seem to find any other way in Though this trip is endless, my telescope is longer And the clouds are far, and the sun is small, but it’s getting stronger When I stood at the bow of the ship after that last storm For the first time in a year, something inside me felt warm I am at sea with the beast And I shall remain until he is deceased For he is my lover, and I need a good yoke And I scoop up saltwater for my heartache to soak And the seagull brings hope If I’d send off the vulture that helps me to cope I must not leave, I would just reminisce And I don’t even know if land still exists I’ve been here so long Though this trip is endless, my telescope is longer The clouds are far, and the sun is small, but it’s getting stronger When I stood at the bow of the ship after that last storm For the first time in a year, something inside me felt warm You are the beast, but I’m the demoniac And I know I should leave you, but the sea is so incredibly black I heard a whisper, and it told me I lack the courage to do what is good for me I could be empty, I could be free And watch all my demons run into the sea
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Gather some stones Like back in those days When every plot of land was calling our names Heaven was high And I don't know what we learned From the brick that we laid and the grass that we burned I could have loved Him If I could have seen From up on my tower On the edge of a cedar beam If I recall We used juniper wood And the taller it grew, the less we understood But we were the first To see clouds from above And I thought we'd find heaven and the holy dove I could have loved Him If I could have seen From up on my tower On the edge of a cedar beam We moved away To a house made of leaves With a swimming pool and cicadas in the trees And I build tiny towers In our big backyard Trying to figure out how we strayed so far I could have loved Him If I could have seen I could have loved Him If I could have seen From up on my tower On the edge of a cedar beam Sorrow's a grace Sorrow's a grace That I never did taste

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released December 23, 2019

Lyrics and music by Alicia Zwicewicz
Arrangement by Jacob Wiens
Produced by Jacob Wiens
Recorded and Mixed by Mike Ardagh
Mastered by Jeremy Van Slyke
Album artwork by Yelena Bryksenkova

We acknowledge the financial support of FACTOR and Canada's private radio broadcasters.

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